Ugyaaaa!
I'm feeling so messed up.

It's still about Rucha. *sighs*
Last night, I thought I'd be ended up crying again.
But, Mom Neey made it easier for me. ^^

Now, I'm wondering, why?
Why she understand me that much?
Wow, this is the very first time I had someone like her.
Someone who know me that much.
Some who knows what I want and what I need.

Hmm, and it's because of her that I can smile today.

I love you, Mom.